A song that I compose

Teacher kong mahal

I

Pagmulat ng iyong mata nakatingin sa may cellphone

Inaasahan na si carlo ay tumatawag

Upang marinig ang "Goodmorning mahal, I LOVE YOU mwah"

Pagkatapos maliligo at di na magaalmusal

Didiretso na sa may paaralan Commonwealth

Chorus:

Ang teacher kong matiisin talaga

Kahit magugulo ang tinuturuan niya

Laging nakangiti namumukod tangi

Ang minamahal kong teacher

II

Pagsapit ng ala sais

Siya ay aakyat para magturo na

Kasam mga co teacher niya

Kaya mga batang makukulit humanda kayo sa kanya

Tiyak patatayuin niya kayo

III

Pagsapit ng alas dose trenta

Ang mga bata ay naglilinis na

Pagkatapos bababa na sila

Makikipagkwentuhan sa mga kasama

At uuwi na para makain makapagpahinga

Forgive Me

I'm sad when you are away

Thingking every night and day

I wake up in the morning thinking of you

And what will be the same day without you in my side

But as we encountering difficulties in our life and
in our relationship

I'll be strong for my love for you is forever more...

I miss your tender kiss and hug all time when you are away...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

@@A Man In Love To A Girl@@

You have become my life for the past 3 years and 7months and those 3 years and 7months were the happiest years of my life…

Because of that, I want you to be mine forever so that I can be happy for the rest of my life…

I LOVE YOU…

There are 12 months in year

There are 30 days in a month

There are 24 hrs in a day

There are 60 minutes in an hour

There is only *** YOU*** but…

You in a lifetime

Only one…

And you are mine

We have been together for so long

I could not even remind my life without you

But, I still love you. Just the same

They say that you are lucky

If you ever find your soul mate in this lifetime

And even luckier if the two of you end up together

Well then, I guess we are one of the luckiest people alive

Because we have met each other at a very early stage of our lives

And we have been together ever since…

You always ask me if I love you

You always ask if it is because of your looks or your wonderful traits

And I always feel you that I adore your looks

And those wonderful traits of yours

But they are not the reason why I love you

Because I will love you

Just the same even if all of those are gone

I love you name for who you are

And if you ask me why I love you well then

I really do not know why

I just do… I just love you

The love that we share is one of a kind, who would expect that we would last this long and even more if they learn that I fell in love with you

The first time that I saw you…

Love at first sight

Yes it is true and a happened to me

You are the only person then and until now who can make me weak

Just by looking at me

I really do not know

Why I cannot get enough of you

Eventhough we have been together all days

I would gladly give a Cadbury for you or even CSI for that matter

You are also the only one who can steal the remote from me…

And at times, myself would gladly give it to you

Just to get a kiss in return

We had our share of troubles

For there is no such living as a perfect relationship

But I can say that this is near perfect

And if I will live again, I wish it is you

I end up with once more…

You made my life so wonderful…

You taught me to appreciate things

I would never even dream of appreciating

You have opened my mind on many things

I would never have viewed and enjoyed life the way I enjoyed it.

Now, because of you…

You made me change for the better

And I cannot thank you enough for that

You have made me

Happy for every single day of our 3years and 7 months relationship

But the most happiest day of my life

Would be the day …

When I kneel before God with you beside me and say

*** I DO***

I promise you

You will be the first and last

Sabina is my life

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH…

Friendship Never End

A Golden Chain

Friendship is a Golden Chain,
The links are friends so dear,
And like a rare and precious jewel
It's treasured more each year...

It's clasped together firmly
With a love that's deep and true,
And it's rich with happy memories
and fond recollections, too...

Time can't destroy its beauty
For, as long as memory lives,
Years can't erase the pleasure
That the joy of friendship gives...

For friendship is a priceless gift
That can't be bought or sold,
But to have an understanding friend
Is worth far more than gold...

And the Golden Chain of Friendship
Is a strong and blessed tie
Binding kindred hearts together
As the years go passing by.

- Helen Steiner Rice -

The Life of a girl who become Lovely Lady

In the beginning God created the heaven and earth. He created so many things in this world, that everyone would be proud and thankful to think that your are one of those wonderful creations of God.

It was early morning of 27th day of April, year 1985 in Bayambang Pangasinan, a woman gave birth to a cute baby girl, but sadly to say the woman did not pass through it, the woman died in giving birth.

After a few days, they decided to baptize the baby and they named it Sabina but her true father Juan and brothers and sisters let Sabina to be adopted by Mercedes the youngest sister of Juan,she is a very good housewife and her husband Carmelo, a government employee,they adopted the child no thinking twice because her father cannot further more assist her needs. They legally adopted the child that’s why the child gained their family name which is Sabina Diaz Aguillana.They raised the child with care, full of support and unconditional love. Together with their biological sons and daughters naming Lourdes, George, Gracilda and Carmelo Jr., they serve as guide and guardians of Sabina they help their parents to upbring Sabina in good ways since they adopted the child they treated it as their own and real daughter and I am proud to say that it was ME. I was so thankful to them that they gave me all that I wanted and enlighten my life.They mold my mind and soul to become morally equipped.

At the age of 7 I started to enter school which I am a first grader at once until I reached grade six and earned some honors, and to graduate in elementary in Bayambang Central School (BCS) year 1998, it was a moment wherein children enjoyed their schooling that’s the time I learn to play volleyball, soccer and train myself to improve my singing voice. When I reached 12 years of age my high school life started I studied in Bayambang National High School (BNHS) a years of joys and laughters this is the stage that u will find some friends and “barkadas” where u can share your problems and sentiments, where u can find your bestfriend to count on in ups and downs. It was a four years of curiosity that brings my life to succeed and my I am so overwhelmed at the second time I received my diploma in Secondary, way back year 2002.

As year passes I did not even look into myself that I’ve grown up I’m already 16 when I enter college I take up education , I can say that college life is so interesting this is the time that u really need to bring ur best foot forward, but despite of those lots of homeworks, reports and paper works I am so comfortable coz I have my friends or to lean on we call our friendship as “kaberkz” naming Ate Es, Chell, Mai, Rochelle, Cecil, Rosema and Glecy which are really true friends, their are the clown of my life, why clown ? coz most of the time when were together we laugh coz Ate Es always giving us jokes that makes us smile . Bout Mai “ang high blood ng grupo pero wag ka pinaka maganda naman”, Chell “tagasalo naman ng mga secrets ko” I can tell to her some private happenings on my life..,Rochelle “ang cute at fashionista ng grupo kayalang mejo mapili pagdating sa mga guys”, Cecil “the gorgeous girl ang hilig sa make up gaya ko”jeje!, Rosema ang beauty queen ng grupo”, Glecy “ang pinakamadaldal naman sa grupo”jeje!peace! I have nothing to say but mabait cla lahat at enjoy kasama. It was full of entertainment this is always the “first” first time to drink beer, to date, to have night life and ofcourse first love. Uhmm, speaking of first love lots of guys Id met and I can say that its not always the first whom you can be with. I think I have tried four relationships but none of them goes into it. My pasts relationships makes and teach me well to become more matured enough in making such ideas in having a good relationships in choosing the right man for me, before I graduate in college I found the man of my life, we started as friends to best friends “my bear” and finally my one true love his name is Jose Carlo C. Gamboa aka “as my mahal”.We enjoyed every single minute having each other he teaches and guides me to my assignments, reports, and preparing my lesson plan when I practiced teaching in Pangasinan State University and Malasiqui Central School ,vice versa I also help him everytime he needs me. There are lots of people u will meet and seem to be true to you and sometimes hypocrite just to approach you but that’s life in college u need to be strong, flexible,sincere and most of all u never quit that’s my motto in life “Quitters never win, Winners never quit”. Then finally, year 2006 I aim the degree of Bachelor of Elementary Education.Nothing can compare to my happiness when I received my diploma specially my family, I award that diploma to my beloved parents. Because I think without their support and believe in me that I can make it I will not be able to fulfill their dream for me.

Life not ends here I think this is just the beginning of my life when I graduated in college their lots of consequences I’ve encountered like hunting a job, preparing for my board exam. I’ve gone to many places just to have a job I tried to work in Laguna as private tuitor of my aunt’s daughters at the same time I tried to apply to some company like Fujitsu and Samsung but suddenly after my evaluation im not qualified to that company in a reason that I am over qualified I am so disappointed at that time, after that the next target is Manila wherein competition really occurs too I have gone to some jobfairs and agencies like in Makati , Pasig and Ortigas but I never succeed on it “teaching talaga ata para sakin”..

After few months I took up my LET EXAM I was so nervous at that time praying deeply just to past the exam, the exam is pretty good but apparently other seems hard. Way back 2007 the result came out my sister Lourdes called me in my mobile she congratulates me that I am the one of those board passers, I am so thankful to God that time I am so much proud to say that I am now a professional teacher, days has passed I need to apply for a teaching job. I submitted my first application in Esteban Abada E/S located at Proj.7 Q.C. I took up tests, demonstrations, and interview. I waited for the result of ranking and Thanks to God I qualified the position, at first I am a Substitute Teacher I of that school S.Y. 2007-2008, under a third grader class, it is quite harsh and vigorous because its my first year of experience and my class is very naughty, my patience and calmness brings me to a smooth way on how to discipline a child, but I just said to myself that every child needs me. The true aim of everyone who aspires to be a teacher should be not to impart his own opinions but to kindle minds.Teaching is really a work of heart. After my contract in EAES I applied again in Kamuning Elementary School in Q.C. again they evaluate my qualifications. By June 19, 2008, Commonwealth Elementary School in Q.C. called me up to report in their school as Substitute Teacher after a few months, it was August 12, 2008 I received my appointment as a Permanent Teacher I, I am so happy, my family, my friends, and my mahal he is so proud of me that time I cant explain my emotions coz it’s a long time I am working into it to become a permanent and God answered my prayers I just promise to Him and to myself that I will do my duties as teacher.

As of now me in Carlo are still in touch we were glad and proud to say that it was three and half years past “pero kami parin.” Our relationship is “give and take” all the time that’s why it lasts up to now. I cannot say that our partnership is perfect coz sometimes there are certain misunderstandings that a partner usually experienced, but for all of those struggles and tears which we had taken no one of us refuse and get tired of our relationship. It might not be perfect but I can say that our relationship has “complete rekados” the term we use.It is important in any relationship that God is in between partners, respect, trust is always involve to both of us and loyalty made us a good partner. Specially to our family, they serves as an inspiration to us to be a better wife and husband and to be a loving mother someday. This is just the summary on how my life deals in such creations of God. I know there are lots of instances that might be happen to me I just want to be happy ever since and praying to accomplish my responsibilities and duties here on earth . God is always their for us to guide us and never put us in any harm.

Do you want to know how my love story started?....? to follow…

A story to be treasured

Every woman aspires and wishes for a good man it might not be the best man but the better man to have. For me, In a relationship its not important that he gives you happiness the important thing is he really loves you coz how can a man or a woman can give happiness to someone if they dont feel love on it. Love is sacrifice it does not give condition thats what I felt when I met Carlo. I mean it, before he came into my life Im in a relationship but it seems would not be successful coz I had that instinct that my partner is not really sincere and loyal to me I caught him that his ex-girlfriend texting him “at may iloveyou pa sa text”that’s the time that I think he was just playing on me I confront him I asked what is really happening to both of us he said that it was just her cousin that they just want me to make jealous “naniwala naman ako” after that talk its been two months he didn’t meet me and he never texted me. All I want is to make that relationship survive but that’s life we need to accept that we really not meant for each other .For me, its just a big mistake. Because of what happen I texted my friends to give me a text mate just to forget what happened, Ate Gala best friend of Rochelle gave me a textmate naming Carlo If I am not mistaken it was month of May, year 2005.”dito na nagsimula ang aming friendship” at first I told to my self “ suplado naman tong lalaking to” and why? He always asked me who gave his number to me, if I know him or if he knows me but Ate gala said that time I will not tell that she is the one who gave his number so it serves as a secret for the meantime pero makulit talaga I never had the chance to make it as a secret anymore. So we became text mates we started to know each other we exchange opinions and ideas, almost of the time we text each other that time I realize “mukha naman palang mabait ang mokong at masayang kakwentuhan”jeje! After few months our friendship goes deeper that’s why boyfriend ko na siya joke!nope hindi pa we became bestfriends eventhough we still not meet each other personally it was July 17, 2005. We enjoyed the company of each other in a way of text. He is a very good bestfriend he always advice me to my problems and specially to my love life he always guide me on what will I do to my ex it come to the point that he texted that guy just to meet me “pero ganun talaga kung ayaw na wag mong pilitin”. So what I did I started again, I realized that time to focus on something new, lots of guys I met but only on text “hindi rin naman naging successful” even sometimes I get hurt “naiinlove ako agad kasi sa text”., but my bestfriend are always their to comfort me. At hindi ko napansin na nasasaktan ko narin pala bestfriend ko for the reason that…. “minahal narin pala niya ako” …. He called me up and we talk what he really feels on me, I didn’t expect that time that he felt in love in me I was a little bit shock and I don’t know what will I tell him coz I don’t believe If he really mean it I am not so ready to that situation because its just a text. I really think of it, it was a couple of weeks when I decided to say what I really feel for him. Because of what we have, we became bestfriends , we understand each other, we protect each other, we like each other and of course we learn to love each other already that’s why its not hard for me what would be my answer for him. “hindi naman siguro masama kung ang bestfriend ay maging boyfriend”. So I said YES I love him too, it was October 20, 2005, but I have a condition for him If he really mean that he really loves me we need to see each other in person “baka kasi gusto mo lang sa text” but in person it wont be the same.
So both of us is nervous when time comes that we really need to meet, we decided to meet in CSI Lucao in Dagupan that time I don’t know what will I feel it is a combination of excitement and fear why? Im so excited to see the person who understand me in all the ways and fear coz im afraid that if we meet he will not like me or he will denied me. When I reach the mall I saw a guy wearing a red shirt and suddenly comes into my mind “siya kaya un” I am really nervous, there is a feeling that all people staring at me“manginig ka talaga..So I texted him that I am on my way going inside the mall “anu ba un parang gusto ko nalang magtago” when he texted me that he is on his way also. “kaka nervous talaga” then I texted him “punta muna ako ng cr”jeje! Nagtago talaga! When I leaved the comfort room here is a guy again wearing red. So I texted Carlo what is the color of his shirt but he never answered me but me I describe what I am wearing. After a while he texted me that he was in his way from my back “naku bigla tuloy ako napatago sa likod ng malaking poste at hindi mapakali kung san pupunta”jeje! without knowing after a seconds his already their . I don’t know what will I say that time isa nalang nasabi ko “ikaw……” and he bear smile at me and said Sabina, so I said yes its me after having a short conversation we decided to watch movie, were so happy that time I said to myself “mas masarap palang kasama to in person at mas mabait pa siya sa inaakala ko”

TO BE CONTINUED….

Angel give you to me

Maybe romance is what we need To lighten our days in this greyness To place a smile on our faces You can never have too much romance In a life that's filled with sadness Making us laugh with pleasure Give me romance to dazzle me To make my heart sing out loud And make me feel I'm alive Bring on the romance to me It's welcome in a soul of tears Appreciated from this coldness Give me romantic words and deeds So pleasing to my ears and eyes Making me happy for a while Give me romance everytime Over all these teasing words