A story to be treasured

Every woman aspires and wishes for a good man it might not be the best man but the better man to have. For me, In a relationship its not important that he gives you happiness the important thing is he really loves you coz how can a man or a woman can give happiness to someone if they dont feel love on it. Love is sacrifice it does not give condition thats what I felt when I met Carlo. I mean it, before he came into my life Im in a relationship but it seems would not be successful coz I had that instinct that my partner is not really sincere and loyal to me I caught him that his ex-girlfriend texting him “at may iloveyou pa sa text”that’s the time that I think he was just playing on me I confront him I asked what is really happening to both of us he said that it was just her cousin that they just want me to make jealous “naniwala naman ako” after that talk its been two months he didn’t meet me and he never texted me. All I want is to make that relationship survive but that’s life we need to accept that we really not meant for each other .For me, its just a big mistake. Because of what happen I texted my friends to give me a text mate just to forget what happened, Ate Gala best friend of Rochelle gave me a textmate naming Carlo If I am not mistaken it was month of May, year 2005.”dito na nagsimula ang aming friendship” at first I told to my self “ suplado naman tong lalaking to” and why? He always asked me who gave his number to me, if I know him or if he knows me but Ate gala said that time I will not tell that she is the one who gave his number so it serves as a secret for the meantime pero makulit talaga I never had the chance to make it as a secret anymore. So we became text mates we started to know each other we exchange opinions and ideas, almost of the time we text each other that time I realize “mukha naman palang mabait ang mokong at masayang kakwentuhan”jeje! After few months our friendship goes deeper that’s why boyfriend ko na siya joke!nope hindi pa we became bestfriends eventhough we still not meet each other personally it was July 17, 2005. We enjoyed the company of each other in a way of text. He is a very good bestfriend he always advice me to my problems and specially to my love life he always guide me on what will I do to my ex it come to the point that he texted that guy just to meet me “pero ganun talaga kung ayaw na wag mong pilitin”. So what I did I started again, I realized that time to focus on something new, lots of guys I met but only on text “hindi rin naman naging successful” even sometimes I get hurt “naiinlove ako agad kasi sa text”., but my bestfriend are always their to comfort me. At hindi ko napansin na nasasaktan ko narin pala bestfriend ko for the reason that…. “minahal narin pala niya ako” …. He called me up and we talk what he really feels on me, I didn’t expect that time that he felt in love in me I was a little bit shock and I don’t know what will I tell him coz I don’t believe If he really mean it I am not so ready to that situation because its just a text. I really think of it, it was a couple of weeks when I decided to say what I really feel for him. Because of what we have, we became bestfriends , we understand each other, we protect each other, we like each other and of course we learn to love each other already that’s why its not hard for me what would be my answer for him. “hindi naman siguro masama kung ang bestfriend ay maging boyfriend”. So I said YES I love him too, it was October 20, 2005, but I have a condition for him If he really mean that he really loves me we need to see each other in person “baka kasi gusto mo lang sa text” but in person it wont be the same.
So both of us is nervous when time comes that we really need to meet, we decided to meet in CSI Lucao in Dagupan that time I don’t know what will I feel it is a combination of excitement and fear why? Im so excited to see the person who understand me in all the ways and fear coz im afraid that if we meet he will not like me or he will denied me. When I reach the mall I saw a guy wearing a red shirt and suddenly comes into my mind “siya kaya un” I am really nervous, there is a feeling that all people staring at me“manginig ka talaga..So I texted him that I am on my way going inside the mall “anu ba un parang gusto ko nalang magtago” when he texted me that he is on his way also. “kaka nervous talaga” then I texted him “punta muna ako ng cr”jeje! Nagtago talaga! When I leaved the comfort room here is a guy again wearing red. So I texted Carlo what is the color of his shirt but he never answered me but me I describe what I am wearing. After a while he texted me that he was in his way from my back “naku bigla tuloy ako napatago sa likod ng malaking poste at hindi mapakali kung san pupunta”jeje! without knowing after a seconds his already their . I don’t know what will I say that time isa nalang nasabi ko “ikaw……” and he bear smile at me and said Sabina, so I said yes its me after having a short conversation we decided to watch movie, were so happy that time I said to myself “mas masarap palang kasama to in person at mas mabait pa siya sa inaakala ko”

TO BE CONTINUED….